And the love that boils and brews inside me, flows so freely throughout every single tiny caprillae in my entire body. The attraction; Our bond.
But here's the enraging aspect of it all; I've felt these things before. I've been this way with mutliple people, insisting that each new person that I meet and want to be bonded with, is my One. Once they're gone, the worthlessness inside of me rots and ferments, growing stronger as time goes on. Growing stronger as more people enter my life, befriend me and make me feel like I have one more person that I may actually be comfortable around, and then they leave. The part of me that wants to make every single person in my life the happiest that they can be; The part of me that wants to make them be the best that they can be, and achieve new heights; Wonders.
What's wrong?
OR MAYBE I'M JUST A MELO-DRAMATIC SILLY GOOSE OF A GIRL!
Who knows. ):
Into The Wild Blog.
17 years ago
1 comment:
aww cindy, i wuv you! i won't leave! i knwo what you mean though, people ebbing and flowing through our lives like they're just a fish going through a path on a river. i don't think everyone has left though! you still have tonsies of friends. (and slomba. teehee!) i think everything that happens in life makes us stronger people though. never take what's in your life for granted, because it could be gone someday, but don't put yourself in a negative mindframe because we should see the positive things in the present. how would we be able to live if all we looked forward to was negative?
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